All I want

I am lost. My mind is wandering with no where to go , exempt the wallowing depth of my boredom. My mind is trapped in walLs of nothing ness like metal bars imprisoning me.  I am lost because I am being imprisoned with laws and regulations I just want to just walk and be free from all of these rules.

Solutions to my pit of darkness: Do I listen to others or do I follow my dream. the problems with my dream is that people restrict me to the dreams I can have, but the range of my dreams is endless. The only solution to the problem is to just be me but how?

The answer is I can't, I want to just do something without someone pulling me back and scolding me for being irresponsible

What is my problem? How can I solve it? What do I want ? All in all, being me is just to hard.


 by Epoh